Incase you were wondering...

Incase you were wondering, I am very much alive and aware. I am always in meditation. That is to say, I go about my life consciously, as well as consciously unconsciously. Though, sometimes I do use the latter as an excuse to my less than occasional dryspells of inaction.

My life as of late? Woooo! My life has been very busy. A wonderful thing for me as I only want more of the business! You may think that I'll regret staying that when I am swept away by currents of business but hear me out, folks.

The moment the business becomes so much that it sweeps me away is the moment I will thoroughly know that all my effort and focus this year has not been in vain. By then, I will have accomplished something I never before imagined myself even being capable of. As of this moment right now, I can justly state that I've moved from the mindset of "Me? Do THAT? HAH!" to "I'm doing it!"

And if I am right now working on that something which I previously thought highly improbable of myself to accomplish, then I am totally capable of realizing this particular dream of mine... in its totality. I will reach that point of "Yesss! I did it!" And wow, what an accomplishment that will be for me since I was not raised nor involved with any people who thought in such a way. Pry me open more, dear universe, 'cause I just can't get near enough of yer lovin'!

I'd tell you exactly what I'm talking about, but Anonymous is my middle initial. ;)